Corona with a Memory...

So, the hubby is out and I'm watching sleezy movies, lol...well, movie, Grey's is on shortly...and I just have so many things running through my mind...and right now that includes missing some people... Corona #2, and I started to download pics...well... so far only one...but still. 2010 brought So many terrible things, and very minimal great things (but the great things were GREAT!). I attended 5 funerals from January to November and 3 of them were very near and dear to my heart, 2 were people, while not close, left a stamp, nomatter how small or big... I miss my great-grandmother and great-grandfather soooo bad...they were in my life for 28 years and were so special to me...I always dreaded "the phone call" and believe me, it was as bad as I thought it would be...the first devestating...I didn't even hang up the phone before losing it...I didn't even make it thru the door at the funeral home without breaking down. The second was easier...it was like he had left us to be with her again, and while I am in no way religious, I do believe that they are together, holding hands (or her bitching at him) watching down on all of us, guiding us...I swear when I had Jakob, the rocking chair was rocking and Gram was sitting there with us... Or maybe him...he always loved when we came by with the kids and they all loved him... And then Cheryl...such an unexpected tragedy :( ...she's watching over us too...sending us sunshine when she can... And my greatness, the birth of my son, Jakob...he is so wonderful :) and I swear that my g-g's are partially in my son, and that's wonderful... My attention span has dropped due to Grey's beginning, and I had my mini-missing-people-meltdown, sooooo...I'm leaving this entry with good thoughts... <3 RIP Morgan, Gram, Grandpa, Cheryl and Rob... Always in our hearts, but never forgotten...